its been 5 years!!!!

Today marks 5 years since the shooting that exploded my face, teeth, jaw and nearly killed me. I cant take away or downplay the seriousness of this particular day but what i can do is be grateful for what has manifested since that day. I must acknowledge that today feels very different than the last 4 other Nov 20ths. Last night I had so many other progressive thoughts and projects that i hardly had time to be melancholy. That energy has carried on with me today and i believe it will ride with me until the weekend is over.

The truth is ...there is nothing to be unhappy about anymore. I have found the true meaning of happiness and it isnt always driven by how i look or what i wear or how much money i have in the bank. I have learned so much from the real world , the books and the streets. I find cheer in knowing that I am still present to hug my family , I inspire people , I am on my way to become a nurse, and that i am making a difference in my very own community. Overtime those things are what have been the most rewarding.

I thank all of my family and friends who have been there to support me. My recovery would never have been possible without each and everyone of you. I promise that i will never forget who you are. I love you for caring about me.