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Tuesday, July 26, 2011
my message to the person who shot me.
Yes i would, i would thank him for overall changing my life in the best possible way.
I was rebellious and careless , irresponsible and high. I was rude to my mother and gave a fuck about others but myself. I was never a violent person or an evil one either, i just didnt give a fuck about myself.
I would never come home or to school. I was so wrapped up in being a model and hangin with artist and getting in wr i was fitting in.
Although i cry from time to time when i look in the mirror closely or when i lay in my bed alone, i ultimately end up with the realization that : my whole life flipped a 360.
When i was a child i was a leader a scholar an international athlete a founder of a school , blah blah
Then during my teen years i fell through the cracks of the fast life.
That life was cut short at 18, and im glad it did.
Shooter: thank you son of a bitch, thank you so much for changing my life, youve brought nothing butsuccess ever since you pulled that trigger. Also thank you for only shooting once, yeah i figured it was intended... If you only shot one time and then drove away. Thank you for bringing me and my family closer, for letting me meet these great people who changed my life, thank you for bringing me this career that i have, thank you for making me find my calling in life.
I know that you are out there and i know you look at my page from time to time, i know you tremble when you see me, i laugh because youre so obvious. You dont have to worry about me , because i wont do you any harm instead I wish you luck in life, because what goes around comes around.
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Visas!
My mom and my little sister have visas now!!!!! Gracious universe!
I never thought it would happened. See somethingsdo happen for a reason. The way they where able to recieve their visas was through me, i petetioned for them.
There is a law written under homeland security that if a youth under 21 was a victim of crime, the victims are also the bioligical family members aka mom and eli! So we filled applications and vuala! Petition accepted!
Ive accomplished alot in my life, this is one of my proudest achievements.
I never thought it would happened. See somethingsdo happen for a reason. The way they where able to recieve their visas was through me, i petetioned for them.
There is a law written under homeland security that if a youth under 21 was a victim of crime, the victims are also the bioligical family members aka mom and eli! So we filled applications and vuala! Petition accepted!
Ive accomplished alot in my life, this is one of my proudest achievements.
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Monday, July 25, 2011
Surgery #6
Good morning all,
I havent communicated with in a while. I was on vacation in mexico with my dad. I came back saturday evening.
Today is monday july 25,2011.
I have a surgical procedure to undergo this morning at 8:00am.
Yes another, and this isnt the last either. But im so excited.
Today i get permanent teeth. I get teeth implants. Since 2009 i have been wearing dentures due to the shooting. The shooting happened in 2008 but i was teethless from the right side until 09.
Well im just checking in, just cgecking in. I know that this surgery will turn out great.
Im a little scared but then i think: shit ive been through so much already , this is the easy parts.
(im actually scared af but i need to be positive cause what i say i receive)
I remember when i laid in the hospital bed with tubes coming out of my nose and throat and screws coming out of my face and i thought, "when is this gonna be over when will i look normal again?"
Well truth is , i dont look all the way 100 but i look so much different , much better than i looked when i came out of that surgery room the very first time on november 20 ,2008.
I havent communicated with in a while. I was on vacation in mexico with my dad. I came back saturday evening.
Today is monday july 25,2011.
I have a surgical procedure to undergo this morning at 8:00am.
Yes another, and this isnt the last either. But im so excited.
Today i get permanent teeth. I get teeth implants. Since 2009 i have been wearing dentures due to the shooting. The shooting happened in 2008 but i was teethless from the right side until 09.
Well im just checking in, just cgecking in. I know that this surgery will turn out great.
Im a little scared but then i think: shit ive been through so much already , this is the easy parts.
(im actually scared af but i need to be positive cause what i say i receive)
I remember when i laid in the hospital bed with tubes coming out of my nose and throat and screws coming out of my face and i thought, "when is this gonna be over when will i look normal again?"
Well truth is , i dont look all the way 100 but i look so much different , much better than i looked when i came out of that surgery room the very first time on november 20 ,2008.
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