I just had a dream I shot some one and killed him. It was so graphic. The guy was actually shooting at some people i know and i ran and tried to take the gun away from him but instead I turned it on him and shot him several times in his neck. He instantly died. Then his whole crew was looking for me and my family, I had to move and leave my job behind.
I am so scared I woke up sweating and heart beating, just like I always used to wen my pstd was thru the roof after getting shot.
This is a nightmare, and just wen I thought I was mentally heald I realize my brain and emotions are still suffering. I have to try and get sleep, work in a couple hours fml.