relationships?

this isnt my favorite subject, but uh ill speak my mind.
i mean call me bitter , call me hurt, say im wrong... thats okay, im not an expert on relationship but ill give it to ya how i see.
(rubs palms together, cracks neck)

i personally have never been in a relationship for more that 10 months -___-
most of the time , it was me who broke it up.
most times i dated , i fell in "love" with the person
i remember one time "anonymous" on formspring wrote: your so pathetic you say you love every one of your boyfriends.
Thank you for that comment because you reminded me at that moment that i did felt as if i loved those few at that moment.

when caheri gets into a relationship: its for the taking , its 100% until my partner does something to break that trust.

TRUST : is a word that has huge depth. I start every single man that stands in front of me proposing to be my partner , with 100% trust from day one... although i know that they deserve maybe 2% of my trust, but i give them the benefit of the doubt.

"MEN ARE LIKE DOGS , YOU JUST HAVE TO PICK AND CHOOSE WHICH ONES SHIT YOUR WILLING TO ROLL WITH"
-a very influential woman said that to me and it stuck with me.

this is fucken stupid.

i just cant get into it, why am i telling you about some shit i dont care about?