dear kitty

i havent spoke to you in a while. you see ive been contemplating this whole internet diary. ive been going through emotions high and low, mostly low. i havent had the time to sit down and type, well actually i have i just dont know what to say and how to say. i feel drained
my life will change drastically in a few months, my brother is on trial. And tho ive been stretching myself trying to get in good with DA's and community leaders and attorneys , i fear that it might not even look to good for him. if my brother goes to the penitentiary, if my brother goes to the penitentiary i fear he will di
fuck that i wont finish that sentence.
i have to go now , my brother has court.